“It’s such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard”
‘Life’; you can talk about it all you want but when you get the chance to really live it, the bliss is speechless.
As I write this, I’m empty yet full; full of love, gratitude, of amazement.
A red football, messy room, cupboard filled with crap, a computer desk with the latest of technologies.
8 years ago when I entered it, I didn’t know it would be my room more than his, didn’t know the rightful owner would become such an important part of me. My family, my home. ( No, we’re not married)
I realized family has nothing to do with blood relation, that a home doesn’t have to be a place you legally live.
That, love is beyond anything…
And, that one person can be everything. Your friend, your guide, your parent, your lover, your inspiration. Just about everything, even without saying it.
Even if you live miles away.
Changing so many countries, cities and schools, I try to forget the human tendency of a heavy heart and a choked throat every time you leave a place you love.
I guess, love is us.
And life, likes to play around and test our strength and endurance.
“When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace”
I didn’t realize our friendship would be such bliss; I was too small to understand that back then.
‘My best friend’. Never really believed in the word, because everybody seems to use it and this is just beyond, beyond my conscious!
4 years of Xbox and teases, crushes and madness, of waking up a lazy boy. Singing to the songs of Akon and dhoom 2. Back then I had you all the time, over the years I forgot that. The only person I had to be jealous of was Jessica Alba. 🙂
Over time, my teenager madness came in and you were probably “the only man” at that point of time in my life. Just when I realized where my life was heading,
I had to say goodbye.
A goodbye, without a hug, without you being there, without tears. So much remorse and sadness.
Turned into silence.
Never thought we’d meet, but life rewards us for our patience and love. What you give you get.
4 years down the line, we didn’t keep all our promises but we kept our souls and heart. Who knew the friendship was hidden in us, even with the distance and silence?
“When you walk away I count the steps that you take, All the words I need to hear to get me through the day” – Avril
Being with you reminded me what happiness means, togetherness and yes bliss. The hangover just won’t leave me (I’m secretly happy about it). The madness of being with you and just being myself is a treasure to keep!
So many precious moments’s to hold on to, but I’ll leave that for my diary to keep.
“ It’s the state of bliss you think you’re dreaming
It’s the happiness inside that you’re feeling
It’s so beautiful it makes you want to cry”
Cherishing it and keeping it in my heart is all I can do, I’m strong to the world but when it comes to the heart, I’m paralysed. Life’s going to test us all over again, see if we are crazy relationship is worth the wait. I’m sure it is.
There’s jealousy, happiness, madness, sweetness, love, sadness, fear and so much inside of me. Growing up has too many rules, too many restrictions. Falling in love now has its terms and conditions.
But this is our crazy, stupid, love (Loved that you said it)
God knows what it is, I don’t want to.
It’s beautiful, it’s so us.
People may come and people may go, we’ll go on ❤
“You’re not alone, together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you
I’m here for you”
Keep Holding On!